桔梗染蓝蹼

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早上照镜子的时候，发现镜子里的自己在笑，我并没有想笑。

喂喂，有人嘛？我问自己，没有第二个我回答。

不要笑了！我命令自己，可镜中的我依旧若无其事的刷牙、洗脸，保持着那恶心的笑容。

shit，我和自己的脸失联了。 

看到好笑的哭了
看到悲惨的笑了
半老不老真是尴尬
记得太多 忘却太少
失去太多 释怀太少

我将永远是个学徒
却不再会有夏拉非
咒语成立

作为一只阿德里企鹅
对着无边的黑暗大叫
我不要你了！
我不要你了！
黑暗会吃掉声音
冰冷会通过喉咙
通过心脏
最终淹没恐惧

真想停止思考
达到终极宁静

虚杀了少年

少年很高兴：愤怒连接着虚和世界

少年很悲伤：少年连接着愤怒和虚

 

一切归零

 

桔发少年：虚，你胸口的洞呢？
虚：填满了，消失了。
桔发少年：骗子，你整个都在洞里呢。

推荐给我的朋友们

一道极准的心理测试

说到“稀薄”你先想到的是 ____（请排序）

A 屎

B 爱

C 粥

D 空气

 

词曲：Jean-Jacques Burnel
编曲：Jean-Jacques Burnel & Loule Nicastro
歌：Jean-Jacques Burnel

Harsh words were said
and lies were told instead.
I didn't ever mean to make you cry.
But love can make us weak and make us strong,
and before too very long.
I was totally in love with you.
I bathed in you.
Lost in you, captivated by you.
Amazed by you, dazed by you.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.

So tonight I'll sing
a song to all my friends.
Also to those we won't be seeing again.
To those I knew and those I still adore
and I want to see once more.
I just pray that you will love me
and trust me.
Laugh with me and cry with me
spend those silent times with me.
Love me evermore.
Love me evermore.

You and I were lovers.
Our dreams were not soured by life.
And then my friends betrayed me
meant you never would be my wife.

Harsh words were said
and lies were told instead.
I didn't ever mean to make you cry.
But love can make us weak and make us strong,
and before too very long.
I was totally in love with you.
I bathed in you.
Lost in you, captivated by you.
Amazed by you, dazed by you.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.

最近又开始听这首 大叔的声音很会讲故事  令人心动

附上可以看作同人的翻译...

初时 只是无心之语
渐渐 谎言取代了一切
我并不是想令她哭泣
爱使我们无力
然而爱
亦赐我们力量

我深爱她
为她 我神魂颠倒
为她 我手足无措
自始至终

今晚
我为你们歌唱
我的朋友们

我将这首歌献给你们

献给那些已经弃我而去的
献给那些将要随我而去的
献给你
我相知已久
至今敬重的人

你们会为我作证

我所期望的
不过是你能爱我
信任我
与我同喜
与我同悲
与我共度曾经那些
寂静的岁月
爱我如常

我们曾是一对恋人
你注定会是我的妻
可是
我失去了你

亲爱的
我并不是想令你哭泣
爱赐我们力量
然而爱
亦使我们无力

为你 我神魂颠倒
为你 我手足无措
我爱你
此生不变

 

大部分生来拥有死亡趋向的人已经死了
他们的基因并没有多少得到继承
对于自杀者
我们应心存敬畏
因为他们有足够的勇气违背自己的天性
如同死一样 生的怀抱也只向勇者敞开
那些无法融入或者无法爱这个世界的人 逃离是种解脱
徘徊只会使他们忍受更大的痛苦
承受这种痛苦 掩饰这种痛苦 活着 这也是一种英勇

我想说的其实是：《let the right one in》，推荐。orz